I am so nervous right now, I think I am gonna be sick. I have a couple of days to go until I have surgery. The patholigist report from this surgery will determine my fire career. It has taken me this long to get up the nerve to go back into it again and now I am faced with the possibility of chemo/radiation which obviously puts me out for good. It sucks bad enough that I had to back out of my upcoming classes just because I won't be recovered in enough time. I gotta go work on my car or something or I am gonna drive myself nuts.
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