I feel like I was handed my life back today. I got the results from my surgery and well, it was good news. I do not have breast cancer (thank God) but I have to bne way more cautious because I was maybe a month away from it turning into full blown cancer. My husband and I can now breathe a long breath of relief. I could dance right now I am so happy (the pain is the only thing stopping that). I still have to call all my family and tell them the good news. Anyway, thanks for listening and… Continue

I am so nervous right now, I think I am gonna be sick. I have a couple of days to go until I have surgery. The patholigist report from this surgery will determine my fire career. It has taken me this long to get up the nerve to go back into it again and now I am faced with the possibility of chemo/radiation which obviously puts me out for good. It sucks bad enough that I had to back out of my upcoming classes just because I won't be recovered in enough time. I gotta go work on my car or… Continue

Been with Ashley River now Since Sept. 26 and I had not really been enjoying myself. I didn't know anyone and none of them really talked to me much. Last nights meeting was different then the rest. I was finally feeling a little more comfortable and speaking up in the groups and talking. I am kinda shy when I get around people I don't know. I thoroughly enjoyed myself last night. I don't know how to explain it but I just finally feel like I am settling in with these guys and they know I am… Continue