I have alot of demons that chase me around..Now these begin outside the fire service..but because I refuse to face them they affect in all aspects in my life. A wise friend once told me that I had to face these...deal with them...learn from them..and then simply MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE! That is what I am going to attempt to do here. I am not one for talking about myfeelings because I am much better at building walls around them and…

Saturday January 19th, 2008

Just when I think that I put a call in the past behind me...it creeps up and attacks out of nowhere! I had been at the department almost all day today doing paperwork. A group of members were there cleaning the ceilings in the truck bay. Someone asked me if I had any hand lotion since their hands were dried out from the cleaning chemicals and the gloves. I didn't have any but I knew that I had put some Hand Lotion on the…