HAUNTED!!! Just when you thought you forgot about it!

Saturday January 19th, 2008

Just when I think that I put a call in the past behind me...it creeps up and attacks out of nowhere! I had been at the department almost all day today doing paperwork. A group of members were there cleaning the ceilings in the truck bay. Someone asked me if I had any hand lotion since their hands were dried out from the cleaning chemicals and the gloves. I didn't have any but I knew that I had put some Hand Lotion on the rescue truck, so I offered to go and get it. No big deal! I walked over to the rescue and climbed inside the back. As I was trying to open a compartment door IT HIT ME! OUT OF NOWHERE! My heart skipped a beat...I started to feel shakey......I started to feel real nervous... I actually had to step out of the rescue and clear my head for a minute... It was the picture in my head that was as clear as the day it happened...The call happened well over a year ago..but at that moment it was replaying as if it were happening all over again....Even now as I write this I cant help but think of that trauma call that day and every detail of it replaying in my mind..Things I didn't notice then I am remembering in slow motion now....I hadn't though about that call in a long time until now?

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Comment by Mike W. on January 20, 2008 at 12:34am
Regina,
We don't always want to admit it, but many of the calls we go on do affect us - one way or another. I still vividly remember doing CPR on the way to the hospital on my two year old neighbor. His mother had backed over his head in the driveway of their home. I knew them both. It took me a long time to get over that call and that was 20 years ago. It helps to talk about these calls and not to repress the memories. I think that the FFN does a good job of giving you an outlet for calls like this. We are all in this together

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