Well, I found out that my grandma has a blood clot in her femoral artery....... :^( They are unsure if they can do anything for her just yet. Some tests have to be run to see if a stint will help. I can handle a lot of things but haven't ever considered steeling myself for this... I should have expected something to happen though, simply because they go in threes in my blood line. Buried my Great Aunt whom I was very close to. I used to sit with her and care for her (Alzhiemers and some other degenerative disorders). And then my cousin who was only six months older than me... He overdosed. Family kinda expected both, she was falling slowly and he'd spiraled out of control despite our best efforts to help him. So that brings us to the mysterious third person............ I'm praying to God there isn't one, and hoping whole heartedly that the wierd cycle has stopped. And that even though the dominos are lined up for the next one that they don't fall.... I just am not ready for her to go yet. Selfish? Maybe.........