I was sitting in class today thinking of things that have been going on in my life, the good, bad, and the rest. There were parts of me that thought that life was good. Another felt mixed. I guess to describe myself now would be like a coin.

You start off life shiny and new. As time goes on you become alittle worn. Depending on how life has treated you, your worth the same or more then when you started. There are days where I feel allittle worn, rough around the edges....For along time I didn't feel like I was worth anything to anyone.......about as welcome as a monthly bill. Somewhere along the way I placed my self value in the hands of someone else....Which at first was like waking up on Christmas Day..Then like any Christmas gift...it loses its value becomes old and later discarded for something new. Even though I felt worn out useless....a friend made me realise that I was still worth something....even a worn coin still has value.

In many ways I've been blessed. I have come so far now and still have so much farther to go. Its like being in a massive candy shop and given the freedom to try everything...Sure sooner or later it will make you sick...but what a rush in the process.