Ok no one knows how life is with a 15 year old girl who has fell in love with one person .Many people would call it young love but for me he was the one person that I thought would be there for me .I guess for him it was a game but for me he was my evrything. I wanted to do everything right .He was my first love I guess all the things he said to me were a lie .I fell in to his trap .He asked me if I really even knew what love was and I told him I didn't know at the time after awhile I quit thinking about .Then one day when I was swinging on a tire swing it hit me it was to late to tell him what I really thought it was so I said to myself it was like spinning on a tire swing once you've been on it so long you really want to get off once you get off you've realize how much you adored spinning on it well I guess you just decided to spin again but then you had to wait to get on it again cause some one else wanted to sing .Then you see what you wanted to do in the first place you want to keep spinning .By then it was to late the person on the swing wasn't getting off it .So you got out of line by the time u went over there to swing there as already another person waiting to swing .So you gave up maybe the tire swing just wasn't for you the second time .Later you go back to swing and you realize it just isn't worth swinging cause it will never be as satisfying as it was the first time .So u give up then one day you walk over there to that tire swing and you decide to swing one more time by then the tire swing is all broken and it doesn't look like it could hold you up and support but you give it a shot even though you know it probably wont work you get all excited like u did the first time you ever got on it and guess what it falls with you on it .All the feelings that you had before you got on it have gone away now you know the tire swing just isn't for u so u move on .To me that was like when he just quit calling me I guess that means I'm supposed to move .But to me it feels like if I move on I'll never have that one thing in my life that made me so happy .Many of us teenagers have had these kind of feeling but were they to you like my tire swing story .If he ever does call again I don't think I'm gonna answer cause if he does call I'm scared the tire swing will never be rebuilt so that's all I can think of to say cause I've explained how I felt about him .So thank for taking the time to listen to my awsomely bad story . True story so well thats my really bad story .