Back at the house on another 24 with crappy weather coming, not to much to talk about just xmas is coming and I hate to sound so selfish but, this is the first year in 18 yrs I have been away from my best friend, this is really and odd feeling I have. We’ve always been able let go of anything but since he is as close to a brother as I have and yes he is a brother in the service too, I’m guessing that’s why. It really hit me on Thursday (his bday) how crappy I feel. As I wonder the house today and wait for the crappy weather to roll in, I look back and think of the times we ran out on days like this. any who I know this feeling will end just one of those thing I need to write about to get it out.

Ps I through out some new music, check it out and let me know what you think. If there is anything you want let me know I see what I can do.

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