WELL WE HAD ARBITRATION FINALLY!! AND NOW IT'S A WAITING GAME FOR THE OUTCOME,WE GOT USED TO BEING PUT OFF OR ANOTHER DATE OR SOMETHING ALWAYS CAME IN THE WAY OF THE ARBITRATION OF GOIN BACK TO WORK!!! WELL I CAN SAY IT WAS A BIT AMUSING,NOT TO WHAT WE EXPECTED,WE EXPECTED I GUESS ALOT MORE DIRECT ANSWERS AND REALLY GOOD REASONS WHY??WE KNEW THEY COULDN'T FIND ANY,CAUSE THERE SIMPLY WASN'T ANY!! BUT WANTED TO HEAR THEM. THEY WERE NOT PROFESSIONAL AND DIDN'T HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT (PAPERWORK NEW OR OLD OR FORGOT IT) TO BACK UP THE REASON FOR FIRING !!THE PARTY WITHOUT SAYING (JUST USE YOUR IMAGINATION) REALLY DIDN'T HAVE A LEG TO STAND ON,WE COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT WE WERE HEARING (SMALL TALK,(I DON'T KNOW OR CAN'T REMEMBER),LIES,AND BEATING AROUND THE BUSH WITH THE ANSWERS AND,SHALL I SAY (OR) TRYING TO BE IN CONTROL) I SWEAR THIS IS WHAT WE GET??, MEANING THIS WHOLE FAMILY, FOR WHAT WE GONE THROUGH, (THE DOMINO EFFECT THING(A NEW BORN BABY ,MENTALLY STRESSED,FRIENDS AND CO-WORKERS WHO I THOUGHT WERE OUR FRIENDS (WEREN'T)MONEY STRUGGLING LEFT AND RIGHT,LOOSING ALMOST EVERYTHING WE HAD OR BUILT UP ,OUR HEALTH AND IT GOES ON AND ON) SIMPLY THEY DIDN'T CARE, I REALIZE THAT NOW! WE TRY TO TALK TO THE CHILDREN TO HAVE THEM UNDERSTAND WHAT A UGLY WORLD WE LIVE IN AND SOME FAMILYS SUFFER FOR THOSE THAT MAKE MISTAKES AND FOR SOME PEOPLE (WITHOUT SAYING) THAT MAKE WRONG DECISIONS JUST FOR THEMSELVES AND NOT THINK ABOUT WHO THEY ARE HURTING?DOESN'T GOD REPAY THEM BACK WHEN ITS TIME FOR THEIR CALLIN?DON'T THEY HAVE A CONCIENCE? IT REALLY MAKES YOU WONDER ................POLITICS...........WHAT A BAD NAME!!!!! I COULD NOT LIVE WITH MYSELF TO MAKE SOMEBODYS FAMILY LIFE THAT HARD TO MAKE ME SHINE INTO BEING A BETTER PERSON THAN THEM OR TO MAKE ANOTHER DOLLAR IN MY POCKET!! ,HOW DARE THEM !!! THERE WILL BE A DAY THAT WE CAN LOOK BACK AT THOSE WHO MADE OUR LIVES THIS HARD AND PRAY FOR THOSE SOULS HOPE THAT THEY WILL BE FORGIVIN FOR THEIR SINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................................P.S. I KNOW I AM VERY GOOD FIREFIGHTER AND THE LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND I HAVE THE FULL SUPPORT OF MY WIFE AND CHILDREN WITH ME............