Ok, this is my first time writing a blog here... I would like to write this just to keep my journal for the end of the special year, 2007.

2007 was the most devastating year to me in my life. When I joined this website, I was married, but about two months later, I became widowed suddenly. Since then I have been struggling with my life, it has been a little over three months, but I feel like I lef myself as well at the time when he went home, and I still have not figured out who…