As I lay awake in the middle of the night. Having the same dreams, but they are not dreams. They are the people that I have seen die and the faces of death. Becaue no one death is the same. The only thing that they have in common is the family that is there wanting miracles. But even then there are always those that have passed and been gone for 3 to 4 weeks before people have checked on them. So do you feel bad that they have died or the fact that nobody cared enough to check on them or that they died alone? Then the one dream that comes to naturally, were im in a fully involved fire with my brother doing the deed then the floor gives and were gone. Then there is the funneral where you see yourself lying there and your brothers are standing there and those that are close to you moarning over your death.