Sometimes you need to get things off you chest and let others know that nothing is ever perfect. I have had my sleepless nights over things that happened. I want to be turthful about what I have done and I will not cut anyone down.
We all have our war stories and we will tell them to those coming into the service to let them know its not easy.
I prefer a lil song when I am on the gut bucket it goes a lil like this "Start your day with a doa du da du start you day with a doa du de da day : ) helps lighten the mood