#1-(already happened) Being first on scene to a full code & it being a family member. (my father in-law, r.i.p.,
Robert.)
#2- Leaving my wife & kids behind if anything happened to me.
I am hoping the more I am around it I will get better. I just pass out at the site of blood but I will get over it. I am bound and determined. I thought of getting hypnotized for it.