ok where to start... well here it goes... alright i've had my emt cert for about a year now and in that time period i really haven't had much experience at all... so with me not using what i learned and keeping myself up and going on it i kinda lost some of it and people don't understand that... especially my chief he doesnt understand that i have no field experience or really any ems experience at all... and i kinda screwed up on a call cuz i was afraid of screwing up so i ended up doing just that and i kinda got yelled at for that... but idk what to do... like i wanna take the emt course over again but i can't really but my ems captain says they'll re-educate me at the hall but everyone is talking about it in one way or another and it makes me feel dumb and stupid and small... does anyone have any advice or anything they can offer me... i'm desperate here and i was ready to quit but currently won't but i'm afraid and i don't know quite yet what i'm afraid of...
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