i was a pallbearer today for a p/t.the family requsted the ambulance co. that i work for to do it,so 8 of us went&took a ambulance.we have took her to her appts.it was hard on some of us.they tell you not to get close to your p/ts,but it isnot easy.i miss her she always gave me a hug.a friend reminded me of something today.that we are only human.if this has happened to you just remember this.it helps alittle.WE MISS YOU WANDA.