It has been brought to my attention by our lord that I havent been thankful enough for the small pleasures and gifts in my life. I lost virtually everything for him to remind me that nothing is for certain and to take nothing in life for granted. I have redeveloped my appreciation for the smallest gifts in life such as a gesture of kindness from a giving and loving soul, to transportation, to a roof over your head and food in your stomach, not having to wonder from one night to the next where you are going to be or if you are even going to be alive. Remember to stay strong in faith and He will lead you where you need to be. Most likely, you will find it was there all along, you just chose the wrong path. God bless you all and All of you are in my prayers!!!