Well I havent been on in while. Just been really busy. Anyway, I got to work my first fatalities last week. One of the most horrible thing I have ever seen. Two boys in a souped up racing corvet acting crazy, drinking, and driving over a hundred miles an hour up a hill hit a yukon head on. The 2 boys burned to death when the car fully ignited. I have only been doing this for a year and I love it. My question is how do you make the flashbacks and the dreams go away of these two boys we had to pry out of this car with a shovel! I can't even describe it. This wreck was going to make me or brake me. It made me want to do more. Two days later I worked my second fatality and I didn't think I could do it but I did. Im not going lie, i did my job both times then after every thing had settled I went and had my breakdown. How do I make myself stronger ?