Like I was discussing in my blog at
Firehouse Zen, experience is useless without learning from it. As an officer with a few incidents under my belt, I too have my parking lot somewhere as a stark reminder of my failures and inadequacies (this isn't it, by the way). When I need a little humbling, I take a little spin by the ol' place to remind myself of what I was like as a young officer.
Unless you are some kind of fire service rock star, you probably burned one down somewhere. There are plenty of people on here and around your own department that would have you think differently, but I'd bet you that down inside they have one that they'd do differently today, if they weren't lying to themselves.
Like The Offspring say, "The more you suffer, more it really shows you care". If you walk away from every incident with the belief that you kicked another one in the ass and everyone just needs to stay out of your way, I'd say you are setting yourself up for a little fall.
Even the best of us know that there's something we could do better next time. The difference is realizing it, learning about it, and resolving to not let it happen again, and then it's time to move on and make it ancient history. There is, however, nothing like driving by that vacant lot from time to time to jolt yourself back to reality.
Take every opportunity to learn and take every opportunity to teach to share what you have learned. If you won't do that, then really, how much longer do you have before you will have another one of these in your neighborhood?
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