I myself was a firefighter EMS Provider for 21 yrs. I loved what I did and always will every time I see a firehouse I think of the good times I had with the other guys. The thing is I should have talked to the guys more about the calls we had because I couldn't talk to my now x-wife because she didn't want to hear about the calls at all. Even the night my stepfather died I was on duty but I heard it from the chief on that call. I do have a lot more to talk about but it will be easy with someone else to talk about things and if there anyone that want to talk there is a person here that lives the life each and every day. And yes my doctors say this is therapy for me also still helping people in a different way.