i have been a volunteer firefighter for almost three years now. every meeting i train my butt off so when my pager goes off ill know what am doing to some degree i know im no hotshot but i just mainly want to help those in my community and my guys at my department. but for the past three years everytime we have a structure fire im either at school or work. it is very frustrating to work your butt off for nothing but i dont know how much more i can take as far as not getting to go fires. for three years i have not been at one single structure fire. for instance we had one tonight and our department made a quick attack and saved most of the house. way to go LRVFD like always we are the best it just sucks i never get to help. i dont need a reply unless yall are bored it just needs to get off my chest. yall be safe out there.